03.19.04 - Do I ever cross your mind, anytime? Do you ever wake up reaching out for me...


:: Wednesday, May 05, 2004 ::
Emily presents her angry, bitter, late night rant.

Patience is a waste of time
Effort is futile
Confidence is delusional


and finally.

I hate you
... for everything you've done to me, for not even knowing it, for making me feel stupid because I know you can't help being blind, for making me do everything that's against my principles, for turning me into a masochist, for making me feel like the smallest person in the world with the blink of an eye, for making me feel even more fucking stupid because you've made me realize all the things that absolutely suck in life, for perpetually bringing me into your world then promptly pushing me out, for making me feel even more stupid because I know that all of this will mean absolutely nothing to you.

:: Emily 1:12 AM [+] ::


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Name: Emily L.

Age:
...of legality in most places

Place:
Nearby Toronto

A Big Fan of:
John Mayer / Clay Aiken / Brian McKnight / Sex and the City / CSI / The X-Files / Friends / Queer Eye for the Straight Guy / the OC / Saturday Night Live / American Idol / Angelina Jolie / Ben Stiller / Ellen Degeneres /Harry Potter / Rom-coms / Relationshipping / Musicals / The Sims / Shopaholic series / Entertainment Weekly / Electronics / 80s Nostalgia / Dancing - Jazz, Hip-hop, Latin, Swing / Singing / Strong Bad (okay, and HomeStar Runner too) / Food / Playing the Piano and Guitar / Matthew Good (Band)

Also a Fan of:
Just about any kind of music / Incubus / Al Green / Marvin Gaye / Kelly Clarkson / Coldplay / Travel / Photography / Jimmy Fallon and Tina Fey / Jon Stewart / Norah Jones / Pixar Flicks / Clothes and shoes / Nice-smelling things / Jason Mraz / Sigur Ros / Family Guy / Ryan Malcolm / Forty Foot Echo / Gavin DeGraw / Pilate / Simon Wilcox / Kimberley Locke

I am: nothing

Regular Listens
Kelly Clarkson - Breakaway, Gretchen Wilson - Redneck Woman

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Candice Online
Teppy's LJ
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The World According to Juliet
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Speechless...
Superliza Disorder!
Fiona's Site
The Gamma Project

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